love gives us a fairytale

i'm sooooooooo disappointed...

econs paper was supposed to be easy and i realised how to do one question only when they said pens down......i seriously wish i can turn back time right now....or the whole thing was a dream....

:( ttm

 DON'T BE SO NOSEY.

 I'VE BEEN MISSING MY JC LIFE NOWADAYS...UNI IS BORING.


JEAN KELVIN MORGAN KWEK
without u guys, there's no laughter and tears of joy for me:( ok this may come as a surprise to u (although i dun think it's very surprising), my friends find me mature in uni and i feel boring nowadays! i'm the one rolling my eyes, the one who's telling them wat should be and should not be etc. I DUN FEEL LOOKED AFTER ANYMORE! I DUN FEEL LIKE A FUN PERSON ANYMORE! I DUN LAUGH UNTIL MY STOMACH HURTS ANYMORE:(

RAFFLES CHORALE
i miss singing and harmonizing....
i miss hearing hearing a big group singing in tune beautifully. i miss random singings of christmas singings in the middle of the year. 
i miss carolling especially.

RANDOMS
i miss wearing the rj uniform
I MISS THE TEH PING THE PEARLS AND THE SNACKS AND FOOD
i miss math
i miss feeling smart
i miss having a fixed place to go to do work and study before and after school each day
i miss making friends (tutorials in uni totally dun give u a chance to make frens)
i miss feeling like i'm part of a family (class/chorale)
i miss being the "baby"...do u know wat i mean by this?
i miss making people laugh
i miss eating and trying to hide it from the teachers in class everyday

i was so excited to go uni before...but now i know that jc was the most enjoyable and memorable.
in conclusion, UNI HAS MADE ME A DAMN BORING PERSON WHO HARDLY LAUGHS UNTIL HER STOMACH HURTS UNTIL SHE CRIES TEARS OF JOY UNTIL SHE CAN'T SPEAK A WORD.

THANKS GUYS FOR SUCH A MEMORABLE TIME:)

this is the first time i actually miss something sometime and people...

 i feel stupid. i can't do my tutorials and worse is that i seem to be the only one who can't do.

i realised that i haven't been updating...i guess when it comes to writing down all that has been happening around me, i have to overcome the inertia first...but here i am after so long!

well....i think university really changed a lot about me, my behaviour and my mindsets. i still remember i was so excited to go university for a particular reason, which i think most ppl who know me well enough will know what reason that is. after getting to uni, it kinda became the last thing on my mind...i always felt that making frens was the most natural thing. well...it isn't exactly the case in uni...tutorials definitely didn't give me the chance to make frens...and i'm still hoping this will change in due time...that maybe eventually we'll have class outings and stuff...but i dun expect too much.

i think making frens is my biggest problem for now. i look at some seniors and seriously wonder how did they become so well-known with so many frens...is the only way by joining bizad club? i think that's quite sad.

and u know wat? i feel that all that i've typed above is crap and doesn't make sense and i'm just trying to sound deep. omg....

OK MAIN POINT: I WANNA BE REALLY INVOLVED IN SCHOOL SO THAT I DON'T REMAIN "NON-EXISTENT" AS I'VE ALWAYS FELT.